It has been such a productive Saturday for me.
1. Worked on my speech for next Wednesday.. Yes it's already here! (and I could still throw up just thinking about it) but I will do it!!
2. Worked on my resume. I hadn't done that for over 3 years. Wow..
3. Looked into some preschool/ programs for Lynlee..
4. Laundry, cleaned the floors, dishwasher, etc, etc, etc.....
Yes, It's still me.. Stacy... No one has hacked my blog. and you read both 2 & 3 correctly...
It's been an emotional week with lots of big decisions made around this house. But it's time.. It's time for me to get back into the working world again. Even if it's just part time.. And it's time for Lynlee to be around other kids.
For the past few weeks I've felt suffocated, trapped, bored really.. I've been home for 3 years now and it's time move on with life. Lynlee doesn't need me like she needed me in the beginning. We made the hard decision to transplant Lynlee so she can live a normal life and it's only fair for her to do that. Not to be trapped in our house for days on end because she might get sick..
When I resigned from my job it was because it was what we needed at the time. I needed to be home and take care of Lynlee. We chose to sacrifice many things so I could be home. I'm honestly surprised we've made it 3 years on one salary alone. It hasn't been easy, but now it seems a little like nonsense to live like this. We have to do what's right for us, for Lynlee and for our future.
So on Monday I'll be actively job hunting. And we will be looking into some part time programs for Lynlee to be involved it.
I'm excited! Nervous, scared, but excited....